The pieces that I finished for the Grand Isle show may never be seen at that show. Because of my procrastination and the job that sucks all the life out of me I still don’t have the prints in my hands and the last day to deliver them to Grand Isle is Monday. I will see if they show up on Monday and call the people in Grand Isle to see if I can deliver them on Tuesday – provided the package shows up on Monday! If all else fails I will at least have them for the Shrimp and Petroleum Festival although I had hoped to put my energy into directing my art in a different way. This was going to be the last year I participated in the Grand Isle show and I didn’t put anything in the Shrimp and Petroleum Festival last year. None of the pieces I submitted made it into Venus Envy in BR which was also a major disappointment. Live after Five started again on the last Friday of March. I didn’t attend but Keith did. I hope to be ready to do the one at the end of April.
The professor never did get back to me about the models or students interested in life drawing and the life drawing group I found in New Orleans meets on Thursday making it impossible for me to get there. The pieces inspired by the trip to poverty point never materialized. Jonathan had two projects he wanted me to do but since I’m never at Kevin’s house it’s difficult to get them started let alone completed. To make matters worse my aging slow computer continues to bog me down and prevents me from completing any art or the projects he had talked to me about.
I continue to struggle to guide my life but repeatedly feel that I’m pushed and pulled in directions I don’t want to go by the currents. I just finished reading Angelology by Danielle Trussoni and was struck by one of the lines in the closing chapter:
“All that she had been, and all that she had thought she would become, had disappeared forever.”
